I am. [As much as he listens to anyone, at any rate, when there isn't an active debate on.] And you aren't.
[Enjolras's pace slows a half-step. The pair of younger children are nearly at the cafe, but they're old enough to handle themselves for a few minutes while their older sister lingers outside.]
Other people certainly don't get to decide that for you.
I'm... [she hesitates, wishing hse could disappear into the cafe, but she didn't want to have this conversation in front of her siblings. None of them were in school, though all of them were still young enough.] Not sure.
[She was doing it to be closer to Marius. Any moment she could be with him was worth any sort of hell she could put herself through. And letting him tutor through a GED program meant plenty of time spent together.
Then she noticed his smile and did an actual double take. Wow. When he smiled... She could see what Grantaire saw in him.]
[The smile lingers as Enjolras nods. His feet also linger on the sidewalk, attention briefly properly focused on studying Eponine.
Potential is beautiful. Taking control of one's own life is stunning. Even these hesitant thoughts are a step in such a wonderful direction.]
Keep thinking about it. [His features drift back toward neutrality again, attention flitting toward the cafe again.] You should want to do it if you're going to throw yourself into it, hm?
[His jaw is beginning to set. Enjolras can feel it shifting. It helps a bit to glance into the cafe, where the children are clearly calmly enjoying themselves, but it doesn't quite erase the twinge in his chest.
Not shouting is a difficult thing for overly passionate people.]
It's your time. You can spend it for them, if you want, but it's yours.
This can be dropped, for now. This can be set aside for brightening into an easier aspect with the younger children. This can cede attention to quietly encouraging Gavroche and absently ordering more food than strictly necessary.
This won't be forgotten, but it can be left aside.]
[The more food they get, the better. Honestly, all three Thénardier children will be stuffing their faces with food the second they get the option.
They're all terribly underfed, underweight. Gavroche, who had more places to go than the girls, was the healthiest looking of the lot, but that didn't say much.
Azelma smiles up at Enjolras, sitting closer to him than her siblings. This gets a look from Eponine, but she doesn't say anything. When Azelma asks Enjolras about his love life, Eponine has to roll her eyes.]
[Honestly, what's the point of a trust fund if not to ignore the bill when feeding children?
Enjolras, for his own part, does his best to keep nibbling. There's no need to accidentally appear full and put anyone else off from getting the actual nutrition they need.
He does stumble just slightly on a bite at Azelma's question.] It's fine. It's just not very interesting.
Gavroche's is probably more interesting than yours, [Eponine says with a small grin, and Gavroche gives a playful 'Hey!' before pointing out that girls aren't what's important to him right now. This gets her siblings talking again, so Eponine can glance up at Enjolras.] She likes you.
[She's good with the kids. Of course she's good with the kids. It's still quietly reassuring to see.]
She's got some stiff competition, then.
[Not that Enjolras particularly paid attention to the small, shifting number of men and women who found themselves sighing after his gold hair and broad shoulders. Really, at the end of the day, who ever made it properly close to unseating Patria in a heart like his?]
Besides, [his lips twitch just faintly for a second,] as a wise man said, girls aren't what's important to me right now.
[What's so surprising, or rather, unsurprising, about Eponine being good with kids?]
She does?
[Eponine turns to him, pointing at him with a fork to indicate he needs to dish if he's got a girlfriend or a boyfriend or whatever because she doesn't keep track of anyone's relationship status except for Marius'.
And Montparnasse's, but they were supposed to get married, according to her father. He really did love Montparnasse more than her.
That gets Eponine to grin over her diet coke.] Boys, then.
[There's just something comforting about knowing responsible individuals were still capable of looking after children properly.
It's less comforting to find himself choking slightly on a second bite of food.]
--also not what's important.
[This moment right here, honestly, as more important than dating and kissing and whatever else it was people did with each other.
(Never mind that they'd gotten here because he couldn't, apparently, remember who he'd kissed the night before. What he gets for letting Courfeyrac talk him into having a drink, clearly.)]
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on 2017-08-10 11:54 am (UTC)[Enjolras's pace slows a half-step. The pair of younger children are nearly at the cafe, but they're old enough to handle themselves for a few minutes while their older sister lingers outside.]
Other people certainly don't get to decide that for you.
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on 2017-08-11 12:48 am (UTC)It's true. One of the reasons I dropped out- I was failing all my classes. [She should have been in her final year of school, if she'd stayed.]
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on 2017-08-11 01:10 am (UTC)[But now isn't the time to rail against the school system, he's guessing, or the pitfalls of modern education's push away from technical skills.]
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on 2017-08-11 04:10 am (UTC)Gavroche's the smart one in the family.
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on 2017-08-11 12:40 pm (UTC)And yet, there also isn't something to yell about just now.]
Gavroche is smart like I'm smart. Maybe like your father is. That's still just one sort of smart. Almost no one gets every single kind.
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on 2017-08-12 04:35 am (UTC)[It's a challenge, to be sure.]
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on 2017-08-12 12:23 pm (UTC)[After, you know.
Making sure she had enough to eat. That seemed like it ought to come first.]
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on 2017-08-12 02:19 pm (UTC)Marius wants to help me get my GED.
[It's the first time she's told anyone.]
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on 2017-08-12 06:35 pm (UTC)Do you want to?
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on 2017-08-13 04:14 am (UTC)[She was doing it to be closer to Marius. Any moment she could be with him was worth any sort of hell she could put herself through. And letting him tutor through a GED program meant plenty of time spent together.
Then she noticed his smile and did an actual double take. Wow. When he smiled... She could see what Grantaire saw in him.]
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on 2017-08-13 11:59 am (UTC)Potential is beautiful. Taking control of one's own life is stunning. Even these hesitant thoughts are a step in such a wonderful direction.]
Keep thinking about it. [His features drift back toward neutrality again, attention flitting toward the cafe again.] You should want to do it if you're going to throw yourself into it, hm?
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on 2017-08-13 03:33 pm (UTC)My parents wouldn't like it. Waste of time, y'know?
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on 2017-08-13 05:42 pm (UTC)[It isn't his place to step in. It isn't his battle to fight. It's impossible, all the same, not to let his ire bubble up slightly.]
It's yours. And if it's what you want, and what will help you with your own life? It's not a waste of time.
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on 2017-08-14 03:11 am (UTC)[Helping out. They both knew what she really meant.]
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on 2017-08-14 11:52 am (UTC)Not shouting is a difficult thing for overly passionate people.]
It's your time. You can spend it for them, if you want, but it's yours.
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on 2017-08-16 01:01 am (UTC)Whatever.
[Dismissive, closed-off once more.] We should go stop them from ordering every single desert available.
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on 2017-08-16 11:39 am (UTC)Keep thinking about it.
[There. Now he'll shut up.]
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on 2017-08-17 03:28 am (UTC)[Like it's no big thing. She pushes past him, bumping him with her bony shoulder unnecessarily, even as he held the door open.
She doesn't wait for him, before coming to sit with her siblings and quick chatting with them about they wanted.]
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on 2017-08-17 12:51 pm (UTC)This can be dropped, for now. This can be set aside for brightening into an easier aspect with the younger children. This can cede attention to quietly encouraging Gavroche and absently ordering more food than strictly necessary.
This won't be forgotten, but it can be left aside.]
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on 2017-08-17 01:41 pm (UTC)They're all terribly underfed, underweight. Gavroche, who had more places to go than the girls, was the healthiest looking of the lot, but that didn't say much.
Azelma smiles up at Enjolras, sitting closer to him than her siblings. This gets a look from Eponine, but she doesn't say anything. When Azelma asks Enjolras about his love life, Eponine has to roll her eyes.]
Leave him alone, 'Zelma.
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on 2017-08-17 01:53 pm (UTC)Enjolras, for his own part, does his best to keep nibbling. There's no need to accidentally appear full and put anyone else off from getting the actual nutrition they need.
He does stumble just slightly on a bite at Azelma's question.] It's fine. It's just not very interesting.
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on 2017-08-17 02:24 pm (UTC)Gavroche's is probably more interesting than yours, [Eponine says with a small grin, and Gavroche gives a playful 'Hey!' before pointing out that girls aren't what's important to him right now. This gets her siblings talking again, so Eponine can glance up at Enjolras.] She likes you.
[This is said with her mouth full]
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on 2017-08-17 02:44 pm (UTC)She's got some stiff competition, then.
[Not that Enjolras particularly paid attention to the small, shifting number of men and women who found themselves sighing after his gold hair and broad shoulders. Really, at the end of the day, who ever made it properly close to unseating Patria in a heart like his?]
Besides, [his lips twitch just faintly for a second,] as a wise man said, girls aren't what's important to me right now.
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on 2017-08-18 01:49 am (UTC)She does?
[Eponine turns to him, pointing at him with a fork to indicate he needs to dish if he's got a girlfriend or a boyfriend or whatever because she doesn't keep track of anyone's relationship status except for Marius'.
And Montparnasse's, but they were supposed to get married, according to her father. He really did love Montparnasse more than her.
That gets Eponine to grin over her diet coke.] Boys, then.
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on 2017-08-18 02:02 am (UTC)It's less comforting to find himself choking slightly on a second bite of food.]
--also not what's important.
[This moment right here, honestly, as more important than dating and kissing and whatever else it was people did with each other.
(Never mind that they'd gotten here because he couldn't, apparently, remember who he'd kissed the night before. What he gets for letting Courfeyrac talk him into having a drink, clearly.)]
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